środa, 18 lipca 2012

"Death is the beginning of eternity"

One year ago I was in Ealin's home with her and Hana. And I don't know that the most amazing vocalist on the world was dying at that moment.

One week later Nishi called to me and she talked about Isshi's death. I coudn't believe in it, so I went on JaME. And this cruel and sad information became true.

I saw Isshi first time when I was 12 and I thought that he is woman (no matter), but Hana informed me that I was in mistake.

When I was 13 I heard "Boufura". This song was so... dark? However me and Hana were going to love Kagrra, and we didn't think that they are got us the sad surprise.

On 11th November '10 I saw the information that Kagrra, will be the end on 3th March '11. I was depressed.

I thought that Isshi is guilty about Kagrra,'s demise. That he wanted to being solo. That wasn't true. He wanted that his friends won't have any problems after his death... Right?

So, his words "Death is the beginning of eternity" are true. Why? Because he is in heaven and he smile to us. And a lot of things which Isshi made and a lot of memories about him are still in our hearts and mind.

Isshi's music.
Isshi's texts.
Isshi's laugh.
Isshi's smile.
Isshi's eyes.
Isshi's voice.
Isshi's hands.
Isshi's sense of humor.
Isshi's tips.
Isshi's kimonos.
Isshi's hairs.
And many, many more.

He is happy. I know it. But we will cry, because we love him.

So, Isshi. If You read it, You must know that we love You. Very, very much. And thank You for Your music and beautiful texts an voice. And "Sakebi" and "Ribetsu". And You.

Isshi, see You in heaven, my amazing vocalist.