Oh.
Well, Isshi. It's been 10 years, you know?
I'm adult now. Your friends are in their fourties.
It's strange.
You said once, in one interview, that "you're getting old". You won't be old. Never. And it's sad.
Gurakkos still miss you.
Sometimes I'm still feeling sad, when I watch "Kagrra, no su".
But the world goes on.
You were only one human.
And your death changed nothing. Sun still rose.
But for me, even after 10 years later, it still isn't fair.
Because now, when I'm 26yo, I see that you were so young, when you died.
But I'm calm, you know? Maybe because I'm a buddhist now. Maybe because I'm older.
The world goes on. And we have to live in your place.
